Prayer Of A Young Girl

No one deserves to cry every night... not even a girl who always pray at night. wishing that her life would change one day... asking GOD to take care of her.. praying her life would change just like all the fairytale stories she have read and watched. at such a young age, no one would believe that she had cried a million times over something she can't prevent... a happiness she prayed and longed for. may it be a thing, a person or an experience in her life...

few years had passed... time passes by... THAT lil' girl still prays for that very same thing... same prayers... same wishes and same hope... still believing that one of this day all things will change... that she wouldn't have to live a hard and lonely life...
a girl who hides a tearful heart behind a smiling face...
a girl who got used to wearing her mask to hide the true feelings she hid inside her heart....

a girl who doesn't know who she is nor what will she be...
guess who she is? in time... you'll know!

I Miss Me...

How stupid can one be?
To never know what to do...
To stumble & fall over & over again...
To never do anything right...
For loving herself less...
I missed...
...those times when I always excel
...those times when I always do things right
...those times when I do things my way
...those times when I'm sure of myself
...and my future.
...those times when life seem so carefree
...those times when I laugh at my mistakes
...those times when I know I have someone who'll listen to me
I missed my old self =c
same old me that i lost in the middle of my journey.
when will it be back?!?
when??? =c

At 24!

When the hands of time strikes at 12.
I would be officially 24
And officially OLD!
Gosh... Time flies so fast that I wasn't able to catch up with it!
Soon, I’ll be old and grey
Hopefully at that age, I could look back and be happy of what I’ve done and who I’ve become.
Life has been tough these past few years!
There are things you wouldn't understand... nor I can tell...
But there’s something in the future that makes my knee shiver, makes me really scared.
I know life is not that perfect and I’m not ready for it...
Three years have passed I wish and I pray that my same prayer/wish will be granted.
Hoping that I wouldn't have to wait for another year to make it all come true
(pls. make it this year!)