Let this small voice be heard

Kailan dadating ung panahon na kapag nag-sabi ako ng bagay na 'di ko masabi sa ibang tao at na-share ko syo' ay hindi magiging issue.

Kailan dadating ung panahon na makikinig ka sa gusto kong sabihin at hindi mo ako i-jujudge .

Kailan dadating ung panahon na maiisip mo na all I really want is someone to talk to and hear my crappy stories without any judgement.

"Things I wanted to share BUT never intended to pissed you off."

Kailan dadating ung panahon na matututunan mong i-comfort o ikalma ung tao kesa sa i-criticize ito.

"I don't know how you cope up with your inis or whatsoever, but telling you things I hated and wanted to tell somebody is one of the things that lightens all these loads"

It's just so sad... It always end up this way. ARGUMENTS!

story telling receives judgements that leads to arguements

sharing thoughts receives judgements that leads to arguements

unloading feelings receives judgements that leads to arguements

Can you be a friend?

Will you try to listen?

Every words I'll utter. Would you hear me out?

Every pain I'll unload. Will you LISTEN?

I'm NOT claiming that I know everything. 'Cause I don't. BUT, I have things to say and things to share like the voice inside of me, my hurtings, my feelings my ache! 'Cause sharing things like that to someone I care makes my loads so much lighter (less heart attack for me and a friendly points for you).

Sana one of these days mafi-feel ko na I have a friend in you...

NOTE: In my dictionary, A friend is someone who'll listen to the most crappiest stories in the world, listening patiently without giving any judgements.

How crazy?

As of this very moment 12,226,310 of people are online at skype messenger. Which made me think, how many are chatting and trying to catch up with their friends, how many lovers are exchanging sweet-nothings (how far they are with each other), how many married couples are talking about their kids and exchanging interesting details they experience , etc. etc.


The question is how many are those who watch their loved-ones while they are sleeping, HEAR them talk while sleeping, and snores like a sheep. Crazy as it may seems but I enjoy watching him sleep... I laugh everytime I hear him talk as if he was talking to somebody, and snoring is music to my ears. 'Cause I'm one of those crazy ones.

Henry lives somewhere over there. Where lights glitter like a stars in the night (hihihi), far from where I am? Working, working and working. Always tired.. *tsk *tsk wawa naman.

And I miss him

I always do... =(

I'll leave my computer open till he wakes up at around 1 - 3 a.m. and watch me sleep too.

Right now, there are already 12,270,095 people who are online.

Millions of people missing somebody.

Millions of people chatting with their friends, families and loved ones.

And millions of people, who once in awhile enjoys being crazee... Like me!

Freezing Problem.

How come every time I open my Dj Max Portable 2 to play freestyle mode/4-button/5-button challenge my PSP will freeze? I don't know how or why it happen but I was hoping I could fix it again... I don't know what the problem is! I know it's not about the PSP because my other games are playing well. Well, I'm really naiinis right now... I don't know how to fix it! =(

I wish I could find solution 'cause I'm trying to google it. But, I can't find any answer for it. It's an ISO file...

HELP! HELP! HELP!

Vacationista

I'm looking forward to our upcoming vacations. All lined-up, I just hope that my dad-the financer won't back out again. Or else, I would really be mad (spoiled-brat). Anyways, isn't it nice to visit different places, witness different cultures, see different faces and mingle with different people. I never love travelling specially the ones that requires riding planes and cruise ship. It makes me paranoid... planes remind me of final destination cruise reminds me of titanic hahaha (anu ba un). I know I live my life full of fear maybe that's one of the reason why I can't enjoy life fully. I was raised to be aware of my surroundings, my mom would always say bad things about this and that, the same with my dad. I never go to bars whatsoever... In short I live a boring life ahihihi Though, I intend to keep it that way... In fairness, our dad really provides things to keep us entertained in our house (harharhar).

Travelling is part of me that got influenced by my sister and triggered with our tour in Bangkok. For me, Bangkok is the same here in the philippines people look the same, skintone are on the moreno-morena side (but I think they are much darker), the temperature is the same, buildings etc etc. First stop Tagaytay highlands, 2nd stop Boracay and 3rd stop hk or singapore.

I love travelling and I love taking pictures of placees I've been to... I love nature though i'm not adventurous hihihi.

PSP wallpaper

PSP Wallpapers that I find really cute: (click and copy/paste it to your PSP)

** You should click it first, so the original size would appear.

(1) Spring PSP Wallpaper.

(2) Spongebob PSP wallpaper.

(3) Flower PSP wallpaper

(4) Birds tree house PSP wallpaper.

(5) Anime Puppet girl PSP wallpaper.

(6) Village PSP wallpaper.

(7) Puppy PSP wallpaper.

(8) Sheep Wallpaper

(9) Hello Kitty Wallpaper.

(I'm using this now)

(10) Pochacco

Now, I want to know how I can play cooking mama of nintendo games in PSP. Anyways, I enjoyed playing Dj Max, Locco Rocco, Sims castaway, Diner Dash and Bust-a-Groove Dance version (not the puzzle one).

Woo?... am I?

First and Foremost, Our real name is FONG not Woo.

It started when my lolo went herein the philippines and meet Mr. Woo. Then, they both agreed to switch their names so my lolo can live here while mr. woo can live in China. That's the story that my dad told me during our story telling sessions.

What I Want? Next question please...

I've been asked a dozen times on what I want? So clueless that I would just look back at them and smile or I would just give them a blank face. But, deep inside my thoughts I was asking the same old questions.

What do I really want? I just want to be happy... So the next question would be, what Makes me happy? I don't know... =( I'll just share with you a list of what I want to do

All I know is that I want to learn how to...

...Ride a bicycle

Koko learn to ride a bicycle in batangas. A few bumps and then after a few minutes. He was bicycling like a pro.

Tikyo (my younger bro.) just took it in one blow. Just like a real pro! A little wrigggly at first But he did it!

But, why do I find it really scary to ride a bicycle. I don't want to loose my balance while riding a bicycle and would leave a scar on my legs. grrrrrrr! I've always been a passenger sitting infront or standing at the back of the bicycle. I loved the feel of the wind against my face.

I want to ride a bike! Can a chickHen teach me how?

...Swim

I've always want to learn how to swim. I love water, love swimming pools and beaches. My first few attempt was a success I know how to float and all that but my legs are not synchronized with my hands or my legs are too weak. Ewan ko, all I know is I did learn how during our vacation at manila club east but, I got to tired with it! So, I stopped.

I envy my friends who know how to swim like a mermaid.

Will a chickHen teach me how?

...Roller Blade/Skate

I want to be a figure skater to a point where I want to have my own skating rink so I can practice on my own without people looking at me (malaman-laman ko marunung pala ang manook mag skates booogsh! kainis!) .

Teach me how to skate. you manook!

...Play Piano

It was year 2006 when I started to play and memorize few chords in the piano it lasted for 6 months. I memorize certain pieces like moon river, the look of love, etc. etc.

I've always love music and having to play pieces of songs I love gives me a feeling of accomplishment and happiness. Maybe... I have to dust the piano and start playing it again...

I want to travel the world...

...Venice


The waterworld city... I've been dying to ride those gondola and buy those masks and put it on my wall. There something about venice that makes it look like a nice place to live in. Though the cost of living is really high but everything about it seems so good. That makes you wanna take a flight and experience everything.

Dad says I like it because it's kinda romantic being surrounded with water and all that. But, it's not what I feel. It just amazes me that venice is like a magical city that floats above the water.

...Eiffel tower in Paris, Buckingham Palace in London, Castles in Austria, Field of tulips in Holland and a lot more.

Batangas is where my heart is...

Batangas:


I don't have a photograph to share with you on how our province look like. But, I'll try to describe it in words. It's a two hour bus ride from manila-tanauan, since tanauan is just located infront of batangas. then a 20 minute tricycle ride from bayan to sala (barangay where we live in). the mere sight of "welcome to barangay sala" really puts a smile on my face. 'cause I knw that we are getting closer to our Lola's house. it's your typical province full of greeneries, tall trees, flowers (mostly gumamelas and orchids), and animals like goats, dog, cats, chicken cows run loose But for me it is a different place more like a 'Paradise' for kids and a 'haven' for someone like me.

Our province 'Batangas' is one of the place I find really relaxing... the sight of people chatting inside the bahay-kubo (nipa hut), the afternoon story-telling with the titos and titas, and snacks around 3 p.m., children playing in the streets with or without slippers on, children playing under the rain, antique houses, the pigs, chicken running freely in the farm, cows mooing, cows with karitela carrying grass, vendors shouting 'tinapay', taho, fishball, kakanin, ice cream, mangga & my favorite 'binatog', the small tindahan near our houses selling cheapest treats like ice buko (P5), cheesedog(P1) and other junk foodies(P1), the farm where my late lolo used to plow, sugar cane fields & corn fields where we use to run and play hide and seek with our cousins, thousands of coconut tree, the swaying bamboo tree are few of the reasons why I love my province. Ofcourse, I could never forget the people (our kamag-anak)... The warm-welcome they never failed to give us every time we visit them and the 'pabaon' they give us every time we go back here in manila.


Childhood Memories:

During my younger years, our 3-month summer vacation was either spent in our home (because summerian si koko) or in our province in Batangas. Summer vacation in our house is NO fun at all since we are not allowed to play outside the house... we usually spend our time watching t.v and siesta in the afternoon. But, our vacation in batangas is what I always look forward to.

I consider Batangas as my playground where I can run freely, bathe in the rain, explore the forest, and show the little adventurous side of me. In batangas, I have dozens of playmates from my cousins to their friends and neighborhood kids (still our kamag-anak hehehe). It's one of the best days in my life whole day of playing.

We play bahay-kubo built with bamboo woods and scrap woods as our wall, palm leaves as a roof and stones as our furniture much better in the usual plastic houses made from tykes. To complete our bahay-bahayan theme game we would harvest rootcrops such as ube, kamote and gabi then boil it using earthenware pots that we have or harvest corns and roast it under the fire. We use banana leaves as our plate and coconut as our glass... we would eat with our bare hands. and if we want to buy things we use the silver foil found in cigarette pack as our money the gold ones are higher than the silver ones and use aluminun bottle caps as our coins.


We would explore the forest together with our cousins, climb trees and pick fruits like lanzones, duhat, alatiris bayabas, sininguelas, mangga & a lot more. We would it eat in one day making me a little constipated. The exciting part is where we would hide behind every tree to look id there are people who owns the tree looking at us because sometimes the fruit are still too young blah blah blah (bsta we can't pick ung fruit na maliit pa baka daw it will make the bunga sour or konti lng tutubo). Anyways, we always get caught so we end up running... and them making sumbong to our parents hehehe.


And if we get tired of playing bahay-kubo(as if we ever did)... We would play patintero in the streets using stones or coal to mark borders in the street. Piko (I'm really bad at this game), tumbang preso (which I don't understand how it works)... all I know is I throw my slippers and that's it! and if they tell me to run I'll run like forrest gump (hihihi), Chinese garter (My favorite game), ten-twenty, mataya-taya or langit lupa (it's fun to play langit lupa in our province because dami langit compared to our school panay lupa).. make bubbles using gumamela flowers as the bubbling agent and papaya stems as our sticks, putting make-up using gumamela pollens, curling our hair using 'kakwate', play with salagubangs (i forgot the name of the other bug) hula-hoops and jumping rope.


Nothing can stop us... Rain or shine... We run under the rain making our mom scream "UWIIIIIIII NA!!!"


We really enjoy those times. So carefree... I've experience falling while playing seesaw over a tree (it's like a built in seesaw in a tree trunk!) but I never cry I just laugh at it.


Fiesta:

For me, fiesta in batangas is a series of introduction to you relatives in different provinces, a non-stop of making "mano" to every elders in the house, a non-stop cooking of big batches of food over a big stove outside the dirty kitchen, A never-ending of eating and question and answer.

NON-STOP EATING: I've only experienced one Grand fiesta in my life... and I never one it to happen again. WHY?! well, because it was a BIG torture in my tummy. I've been to a fiesta a lot of times but this one fiesta really sticks in my mind because it was the time when we would go to our titas, lolas, and cousins house to visit (a bad timing to visit your relatives). then, ends up eating their handa. A selection of meat dishes like kare-kare, POCHERO (my favorite), menudo, mechado, afritado, adobo, kilawin, and a lot more. Their usual desserts are macapuno, leche flan, ube and gelatin.

every time we would jump into another house they would invite us to eat and even if we refuse (my gosh sakit na ng tyan ko) they would really insist till you give up and eat.

Non-stop "Mano": My gosh! my mom would always say it's bad to complain over it but if you try to be introduced to all the elders in the house you'll get tired, your back would ache and you'll get confused and think who is lola this and that... whose the lolo of WHO? hay... memory gap ako....

Non-stop cooking: You'll be suprised that one of the best cooks in batangas are really the guys. They are the one who will cook big batches of meat dishes. Literally, this big:

They would stir it with all their might while girls are incharge of the desserts, serving food and entertaining the visitors. Fiesta is one of the tradition that we can not out grow. It will always stay... although I'm not aware to why we celebrate one but I think it's more like giving thanks for all the harvested goods or blessings that we have for the past few years and hoping for another one.

Haven:

I consider batangas as one of my cheapest means of relaxation. It's my time to be alone and enjoy silence in anyway possible and listen to the whispers of the trees swaying and leaves falling, the chirping of the birds, the laughter of the kids (the younger gen. in our family), a time to watch the sunset... and the millions of stars glittering in the sky, its one of the things you can never find here in manila.

It's a place where you can lie in the roof and stare in the big blue sky, a place where you can go anywhere and won't even feel lost. It's a place where everyone is treated as a family. A place even our dogs love... (they chase chickens and ducks!). A place where funny or weird stories you'll ever hear.

It's my home and I missed it!

Facade: ( O di ba... Sosyal We have Pine trees... hihihi)

See Beauty Beyond Breed

This video clip is a P. A. W. S. Campaign regarding cruelty amongst mongrel and stray cats. SEE BEAUTY BEYOND BREED.

PLEASE SUPPORT Philippine Animal Welfare Society:

Let's support their advocacies! (STOP Animal Cruelty!!!)

Be a volunteer! (be educated and be aware!)

Donate money.

Or adopt a homeless dog/cats. and provide a shelter for them, give them love...

STOP ANIMAL CRUELTY!!! STOP ANIMAL NEGLIGENCE!!!

And start to SEE beauty beyond breed!!!

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What's with beauty that people tends to get blinded by it and see more on the physical attributes of things rather than the beauty inside ones being. The same attitude we use upon to those mongrels... we take them for granted, treat them badly, abuse them and worst slaughter them and eat their meat. It's so sad... =(

I hope that more and more people would open their heart and broaden their mind and learn to appreciate and love those creatures.

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Love them and they'll love you back

have 7 pomeranian-spitz and I love them all.

I used to be a dog-hater not that I hate them I'm just scared of them. Maybe, because I was traumatized when I got bitten by our neighbors dog way way back. It left a scar in my arms and a few scary memories inside the hospital. The dog died =( which means he has rabbies so I had to undergo a series of injection for anti-rabbies.

HOW IT HAPPEN:

My mom asked me to call koko and my cousin. I caught them playing and then I told them to go home. But, they didn't listen and run awayso I try to catch them but they ran so fast (kahit mataba mabilis tumakbo) so I try to chase them and then I pass through our neighbors house with their bantay. So the scenario is koko and my cousin is running... while I was chasing them and the dog was chasing me and (bam) I got bitten by a dog.

I know I didn't cry... I'm more scared of my mom than that dog and later on I got more scared of thesyringe. a week of anti-rabbies injections is a scary experience and the syringe are really big. I would always make palag everytime they would try to inject me kaya naman lahat na ng doctor/nurse (I think around 10) are there to calm me down (ahehehe). Still no success... they want to do kasi butt-injection so my auntie (being one of the nurse) suggested to put me into sleep first. and that's it! Now everytime I visit St. Claire Horspital my mom would introduce me as the girl who got bitten by a dog blah blah blah and then the doctors/nurse would say ahhhh malaki na sya then smile at me (ahahah).

Anyways, that's one of my conclusion why I'm scared of dogs... plus the fact that they leave scratches in your skin (I have lots of it kainis!) and they bark so loud as if they were going to attack me. But, I was wrong... 'cause once you get to know them... their breed, their behaviour, their likes and dislikes you would get used to them and start to like them and eventually love them. I know you will 'cause I DID!!!

Our dogs are really adorable, really sweet and really smart. They know it when you express an angry tone and a sweet tone. They understand words you try to tell them. Like, if I say ligo na! all of them would run and hide themselves under the closet, behind the door, under our bed basta somewhere we wouldn't able to see them 'cause they don't like taking a bath (ahahaha). when I say pasyal/labas tayo, they would jump at you and show their enthusiasm. after taking a bath, I'll told them to wiggle and they would wiggle their body to remove excess water (ahehehe really cute), when you say inside, they'll go inside your room or inside the cage. when you say outside, they'll go outside. The fact that they can recognize their name is a sign that they really are smart.

Dogs know how to love and care for their owner. they know what time to wake you up. Missy is one of the 2nd batch of puppies we had. She always sleep in our room. If may times na naiiwan sya sa labas ng room namin she would bark and scratch our door then stops and wait patiently for me to open the door. and merun pa isang instance wherein I was sleeping then our door opens up so all the other 6 dogs would enter our room. what missy would do is stand beside me and bite every dog who tries to wake me up. I've noticed this because I heard her growl one time and then I slightly open my eyes to see what happen and then thats what I saw... I never thought of it at first but then it happens a lot of times that made me realize what she was actually doing it to prevent them from waking me up (cute tlg!). then when they hear my voice missy and the others would come and greet me na.

Dogs can/will always protect you. I've noticed this nun pinalo ako ni ayen then all of a sudden missy make a growling sound (grrrrrrrrrr....) then cyempre nagalit ung sister ko so inulit nya ulit then un kinagat sya ahehehe she wasn't hurt naman 'cause our dog are harmless naman.

Dogs can save lives. this story happens nun time when aisha is only 3 months old and khali is only 2 months old and witnessed by my mom. both of them are playing in our room nagkataon sa room namin may two sofabeds na naka dis-arrange. as they were playing accidentally nahulog ung sofabed kay aisha. so, khali keeps on barking and running back and forth to the kitchen and to our room. My mom got irritated so pumunta sya sa kwarto and hinabol si khali then she saw aisha nadaganan ng two-sets of sofabed.

Dogs can really be cute and funny. they act funny infront of a mirror they keep on tilting their heads like showing sign of confusion... seeing a dog mimicking their movements and then they get irritated and start to bark at their own reflection. How sometimes they would fall down our bed sa sobrang likot matulog. They snore like a man... at first I though I was hearing ghost when I try to search for the sound I saw khali beside the computer table. this is yucky... but they fart (ahahahah).

These are some of the facts that we have seen that I can prove is true and some reason why you should love animals ... characteristics of not just our dog but any animals. It may be a stray dogs or cats but they are still animals another living creature like us.

Dogs don't deserve to be killed & Dogs don't deserve to be mistreated. Love them and they will love you back. Appreciate them 'cause they are an amazing creature once you start to know them.

Let's Spread the Love-for-animal virus!!!

WARNING: GLOBAL WARMING!

Pick ONE!

Or

Which would you rather have?
Where would you rather be?
What would you choose?

Your pick!!!

Yes... It is your pick, your life, your decision!

it is ALL in your hand...

O U R H. A. N. D.

B U T ...
Whichever...
Wherever...
& Whatever you choose or do...

THINK FIRST!!!

'CAUSE your decision, your behavior and your ACT will affect THEM. In some way, your life connects into their life, into your child, into your family... into your future and into their future.

AFTER ALL, we live in the same WORLD, we breathe the same air, and drink the same water...

Pls do realize...

Nobody wants to live in a world where the temperature is hell-like HOT.

No one deserves to beg for something every one deserves to have. (food, water and place to live in)

No CHILD deserves to NOT EXPERIENCE! NOT SEE what we have seen.

So, When would we act?!?

Now!!! BE AWARE & ACT NOW!!!

STOP being SELFISH. ACT NOW!!!
It's never too late...

Mother Earth has spoken! she have shown signs on which state we are in... (ascending and receding shoreline, coral bleaching, excessive rainfall and drought, famine and climate changes) and one of this day she will take its toll that we owed her.

I'm NO-PERFECT! and I'm not wiping my hands clean over this issue! I have my share of wrong doings... Payments that i have to pay... like not recycling plastic bags, leaving televisions on standby mode, too much use of electric gadgets... but NOW I am aware!

GLOBAL WARMING is an issue that needs to be solved that MILLIONS of people should be informed and be aware.

How sad can it get... that majority of us are the ones who are conveniently living in a full-powered community using a huge amount of electricity(air-con, computers, television, etc.) and yet, we are not the ones who are greatly affected BUT, the ones who are... are those who take a living on farming and fishing... who lives in a place where NO-SHARE of electricity is reached, those places where natural resources are the only things that makes them live.

are we that selfish to take it all away from them?

How sad can it get... that some of us had lived are life full... have seen this and that... tasted this and that... experience everything that life has to offer that makes us happy, contented and human. But, there are still those who haven't done those things and haven't seen what you've seen. AND they are the innocent ones. YOUR CHILD! YOUR NEPHEWS, NIECES OR GRAND CHILDREN?

are we that selfish to not let them live the life and give the world that they deserves?

How sad can it get that "global warming" is getting worse and worse. And it can lead to famine, food and water scarcity. That the only man who can survive are the powerful ones and the ones who'll take control are the richer ones. Let's face the fact that we live in a 3rd world country... and if it gets worse... we are greatly affected. WE WILL LOSE!!!

MILLIONS and Millions of people are taking all of this for granted. I should know 'cause I've been one of them. But, a few realizations in life can awake ones spirit, mind and soul to take some actions. hoping that those little acts could help us.

One need not be a superstar, a hero or a president to give his/her fair-share of help. I should know 'cause I'm not one. But, those little deeds that we can do and will do could help each one of us live in a better place. Give children the best of what they desrve

Cut those pie equally... Get your fair-share in life... LIVE and LET LIVE... DON'T BE TOO GREEDY!!!

We are the ones who are fortunate enough to be educated.

We are the ones who have means to be informed and be aware.

DON'T put those degrees into trash. USED it! Be smart! THINK TWICE before you act.

You wouldn't want your child suffer.

Would YOU?!?