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I just hate this day. Why? Well, Listen.

I had a blast this afternoon, I went shopping with my sister (oh, How I love it!). But then, this very stupid-slash-unfortunate thing happen. I was about to make another photo slides for this blog when I wasn't able to locate my pictures in my computer?! I freaked-out! I just hate it. I hate that I don't even remember if I accidentally deleted my folder (how stupid of me). Anywayz, I try to remember the last time I saw it and it was this morning and it was also that morning when I deleted some files in my recycle bin that I failed to look what specific files i'll be deleting.

So,my worst nightmare had happened due to my carelessness... But, I tried to retrieve it by downloading softwares to undelete those items. Still no success, who would make those not-so-friendly doftwares that they claim to be "easy-to-use". I know I'm not techy or geeky when it comes to softwares and all that but I know how to read and identify what files I've lost. But, as I was trying to retrieve the my erased jpeg, gif, and bmp files it keeps on giving me files that was already in my computer... What a waste of time and effort! what a waste of hope! I was really hoping that I could retrieve those files using that. In short, It failed!

Starting this morning, I'm learning to give that up, 'cause that's what happen if we have no back-up files. I'm starting to be cool about it and not fret over those petty things (though I wish I can do something about it)

I blame this stupid computer! I blame the user...

So, as much as I want to save some memories in this blog. I always fail to do it... I just wish that the files in our camera are still intact!

What more can I do about it?

What More Can I Say?

I can't think of anything to post lately. I'm not in the mood to say or think anything right now. I'm sick AGAIN! I diagnosed myself with slight fever and strep throat (whatever that is!) basta all I know is masakit talaga ung right throat ko that every time I move my neck it hurts a lot. then, I've been experiencing muscle pain you can't even poke me 'cause I'm in pain talaga. I think its a severe case of sore throat and it's killing me in pain. So to cure it I drink 3 capsules of anti-biotic/day together with paracetamol 3 din para pantay. Drink lots of fluids and rest REST and REST. As if I'm stressed... (well, sort of)

Well, this is one of the days that I wanted to keep quiet and just don't talk about anything to anybody. Like a day of rest for my mouth.

I rarely talk. I find it uncomfortable to share my feelings and all that.

Before... I tried to hide everything I feel, I think and what I want. Aside from the fact that I'm really like that it's not being plastic (if that's what you think it is) but I'm dead scared that you might see-through my flaws and hate me or NOT love me anymore.

Then, you told me "tagal-tagal na natin nahihiya ka pa din?" making me realize that yes its true! We've been together for quite a long time *-* but do you know what I want? What I hate? What I like and what I DON'T LIKE?

Its not that I learn to talk... I just learned to air my side! Share my views and thoughts with you. Don't you love it? hihihi

I know you're not ready to hear every little things my inis... every little things I loathe. small details that pisses me off.

Just let me talk after a series of unloading, I would be back to my old self. You don't have to say anything nor try to solve it. 'cause all I want you to do is listen and a little comfort will do.

I find it really funny and somewhat irritating that every time I try to tell you things on how my day was "my inis" my hate" "little or small things that irritates me" You would always react in a way that I find weird. Instead of you comforting me whatsoever, we always end up fighting. I hate it though I love unloading my feelings to you (it makes my heart so much lighter/it comforts me). Those instances makes me think... If you and I can be friends? Or not?

Why do you always try to solve things for me even if I don't ask you to?
Why do you always get irritated to all my stories?
Why is it so hard to read your mind?
Why is it so hard to understand you? lalo na when your starting to become a mcnightmare again...

FYI stories are told for the mere pleasure of sharing good and bad things to you.

Wish I could enjoy one of those past times of mine with you... without any unnecessary fights or arguments.

Hungry for anything romantic

Hay... I'm so in the mood in watching all romantic movies right now, old or new. doesn't matter for as long as its one of the great movies of all time. Name it and I'll Watch it!!! *-*

To start it off I watched "The notebook" - oh yes! it's my first time watching that movie. But, in my defense I've already read the book which is written by nicholas sparks (as if you don't know).

Well, if I am to compare the book and the movie, I prefer watching the movie 'cause it captures every bit of emotions that are shown in the novel itself. And, you wouldn't have a hard time imagining the face of noah and allie, to tell you the truth, as I was reading the novel I was having a hard time picturing/imagining how pretty allie is to make noah fall inlove with her. and how pretty the house is. "that's one of the hardest thing if you are fond of reading you can't picture it enough although it's a good exercise for your brain and your sense of imagination", tsaka when I'm reading a book I prefer a place na super-quiet para ma-imagine ko ung self ko in the scenario itself, and at the same time I could feel every emotions the author is trying to show (hay... I miss reading) kaya naman I can only read books at night when everyone is asleep (poor me, labo na eyes). As I was saying, I enjoyed the film version of the notebook. (or maybe I need to read the book again). In the movie, you'll see how much effort noah exert to built the house that they both dreamed of (the history of the house makes that house priceless). I love how the story begins and how it ends.

If I were in allie's place and I have alzheimers disease I would want to wear a bracelet with my complete name on it (cause its a worst feeling having to wake up one morning not knowing your OWN name! db?). atleast with my bracelet on I wouldn't have to ask anyone around me who I am...

Second, to satisfy my cravings for a good old romantic movies I watched message in a bottle - same with the notebook I read it first before I watched the movie. But, message in a bottle's case I LOVED the novel more than the movie! theres more in the book that the movie wasn't able to show. A one-and-a half story of message in the bottle is not enough (more like bitin). kasi sa book it shows so many scenes where both garett and theresa have shown their love for each other, the awayan, the flirting and all that kaya naman for me I prefer the novel more than the film. and having to imagine yourself wearing the shoes of THERESA... is one of the things you'll surely love and hate too.

In the book, every little detail is told, every bit of emotions are express, every word used are so heartfelt... even the prologue! in the movie kasi hindi nasabi ung story behind why Garett always drop the bottle in the sea. and the reason behind it is so SWEET!

Here's one of my favorite paragraph that Nicholas Sparks wrote:

The bottle was dropped overboard on a warm summer
evening, a few hours before the rain began to fall. Like all bottles, it was
fragile and would break if dropped a few feet on the ground. But when sealed
properly and sent to sea, as this one was, it became one of the most seaworthy
objects known to man. It could float safely through hurricanes or tropical
storms, it could bob atop the most dangerous of riptides. It was, in a way, the
ideal home for the message it carried inside, a message that had been sent to
fulfill a promise.

There's something about the way he had said it that makes me wanna read it over and over again. Full of hope, full of love and mystery... there's somthing about it that trigger your curiosity within you to make you want to know what it is... every chapter is so interesting that makes you want to turn the page and read every chapter of it. PLUS, having to read the novel makes you see yourself in theresa's shoes. and feel garetts pain!

Nicholas Sparks is one great writer of a novels like this one. Sobrang bow ako sa kanya and two thumbs-up for every great novels she had written. I wonder how a man like him could wirte something like that... ala lng! Just like the same feeling on how creative and imaginative J.k. Rowling is, having to writhe those hit harry potter making her a billionaire big WOW!

Then I've watched autumn in New York, Sleepless in Seattle, Castaway, breakfast at tiffany's hay... What more can I watch?? hmmmm

Pain in loving somebody

I Loved You
I should have known better than to believe in you

I can't get past my feelings no matter what I do

I loved you so much, why couldn't you see

You aren't just a want, you're a need

You kept me strong

How can you just move on

Did I really mean that little to you

Why did I even trust you

I tried to give you the benefit of the doubt

But as I let you in, you pushed me out

You turned my world upside down

Now all I can manage to do is frown

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I don't understand why love have to be this way, loving somebody and in return you end up losing yourself. you end up losing everything you wanted to have and can have.

is that what love truly is? is that loving supposed to be?

You found love and you lose yourself? was it normal to be in that situation... why can't life give both love and sanity. love without pain.

Excruciating pain that make you lose yourself. make you lose your self-worth, your identity, your YOU!!!.

If thats what love really is... well, I don't want to love anymore. I don't wanna use my heart to beat for someone who'll just take everything to me and never care for it!

It's a heartbreaking situation having to own a heart that loves only one you (ofcourse, referring to somebody I loved), who never tends to learn her lesson really well (referring to self). who took a blind eye on everything she see and so use on feeling numb on every pain she feels (referring to self).

I hate it. I hate every time my heart feels a sudden pain that I can't explain. A pain that would make my eyes shed a tear. a pain that would leave me so weak... I hate it that you never take time to understand me... I hate it.

How cruel your love can be.
a man who always makes her woman cry in sadness, in pain.
a man who never seems to understand every word her woman would utter.
a man who never hear any word she says.
How I wish, I never met you, never liked you, never loved you.
Maybe then, I wouldn't feel this pain.
Maybe then, I won't cry anymore.

I hate loving you.
I hate feeling hurt everytime you make me cry.
I hate that you don't seem to care.
I hate YOU

I hate you and I hate myself for loving you...

xoxo

kitine ='(