What More Can I Say?

I can't think of anything to post lately. I'm not in the mood to say or think anything right now. I'm sick AGAIN! I diagnosed myself with slight fever and strep throat (whatever that is!) basta all I know is masakit talaga ung right throat ko that every time I move my neck it hurts a lot. then, I've been experiencing muscle pain you can't even poke me 'cause I'm in pain talaga. I think its a severe case of sore throat and it's killing me in pain. So to cure it I drink 3 capsules of anti-biotic/day together with paracetamol 3 din para pantay. Drink lots of fluids and rest REST and REST. As if I'm stressed... (well, sort of)

Well, this is one of the days that I wanted to keep quiet and just don't talk about anything to anybody. Like a day of rest for my mouth.

I rarely talk. I find it uncomfortable to share my feelings and all that.

Before... I tried to hide everything I feel, I think and what I want. Aside from the fact that I'm really like that it's not being plastic (if that's what you think it is) but I'm dead scared that you might see-through my flaws and hate me or NOT love me anymore.

Then, you told me "tagal-tagal na natin nahihiya ka pa din?" making me realize that yes its true! We've been together for quite a long time *-* but do you know what I want? What I hate? What I like and what I DON'T LIKE?

Its not that I learn to talk... I just learned to air my side! Share my views and thoughts with you. Don't you love it? hihihi

I know you're not ready to hear every little things my inis... every little things I loathe. small details that pisses me off.

Just let me talk after a series of unloading, I would be back to my old self. You don't have to say anything nor try to solve it. 'cause all I want you to do is listen and a little comfort will do.

I find it really funny and somewhat irritating that every time I try to tell you things on how my day was "my inis" my hate" "little or small things that irritates me" You would always react in a way that I find weird. Instead of you comforting me whatsoever, we always end up fighting. I hate it though I love unloading my feelings to you (it makes my heart so much lighter/it comforts me). Those instances makes me think... If you and I can be friends? Or not?

Why do you always try to solve things for me even if I don't ask you to?
Why do you always get irritated to all my stories?
Why is it so hard to read your mind?
Why is it so hard to understand you? lalo na when your starting to become a mcnightmare again...

FYI stories are told for the mere pleasure of sharing good and bad things to you.

Wish I could enjoy one of those past times of mine with you... without any unnecessary fights or arguments.